Sunday, March 18, 2007

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"prepare to dine in hell!"

i felt their passion. i saw their desire. i want to be like them, living for something in life. a new age has begun, an age of freedom. i want to be a SPARTAN! to believe in not to be defeated and never to surrender.

something struck me after the movie. dont ask what you should do, ask what you can do. leaders always have to face such a decision. should they make the decision that pleases everyone in the council or make the right decision for the common man? sometimes, maybe we are just thinking too deep into matters and forget about the limitations of our abilities. i hate the feeling when i know there is something wrong with it but i could not do anything to do. i felt trapped and useless. sometimes, i just hate being a student.

in face of danger, knowing that you are going to die, you do not fear death and fought on. what for, many will ask. to me, i respect their courgae to make such a decision. to fight for what you believe in, to fight for a spirit, to fight to protect the women and the children and most importantly, to fight for not to be conquered. i want to have this courage within me too. i do not want to bow to difficulties. i want to fight back to protect myself. must always remember that attacking is the best form of defence.

seriously, i would rather stand than to kneel. kneeling is an act of being a coward, submitting to your internal desires. be a man, stand tall and firm, fight for what you believe in. that is what i called a hero.

my heart is filled with hate.

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